nedhepburn:

Amy WInehouse “Love Is A Losing Game”

I haven’t felt well lately. Today, I have a stuffy nose and a lack of will to go outside, but that’s not the kind of feeling I’m mentioning here. My insides feel like they’ve been turned off for roughly a week, and rust is starting to gather where life used to be. It’s tough to feel connected to anything when my routine is spending all day at my job, then coming home to spend the night in a home where I am the only one awake. I think being next to Kaity in twenty-three days will be healing, but until then I don’t have an answer to my problem.

I’ve never even taken the chance to listen to anything by Amy Winehouse besides “Rehab”, but listening to this song today is starting to turn those rusty gears inside of me.

In the strangest of ways, death is bringing life. Rest in peace, Amy.